January 2010
70 posts
“Let no one despise or think less of you because of your youth, but be an example...”
– 1 Timothy 4:12 (via delirist)
For Now
Eat more (losing too much weight)
Study hard and smart (still figuring out)
Run 3 times a week
NO FAST FOOD AND RECOVER COMPLETELY
Clean up my room
Save $$$ (to shop when stress level reaches maximum)
crookedtooth:
Surrender is not the same thing as passivity. God’s will for your life involes exercising creativity, making choices, and taking initiative. Surrender does not mean being a doormat. It does not mean you accept circumstances fatalistically. Often it means you will have to fight to challenge the status quo. It doesn’t mean that you stop using your mind, stop asking questions, or stop...
Front
Helpless that my face is featureless, drained of emotions because situations shaped it so. Distant eyes, closed lips; unsmiling. But many a times I’d like to confess, repeatedly, with emphasis, the reason for a cover like that is to fence up my heart. So I wouldn’t have to face the pain in the eye and reason with circumstances. My mind container need not the effort to debate regarding...
Still relate best to piano pieces, still loving...
summerprints:
helloenigma:
This is the part when I discern Your voice and follow it in its familiarity. When I fight for my sanity. When I fight my tears. When time doesn’t have me cornered. When I have to keep falling back on Your word, just to know I’m able and worthy. Even though I get so lost trying to keep up with the world. Trying to keep my pride despite worsening results. Trying to...
This is the part when I discern Your voice and follow it in its familiarity. When I fight for my sanity. When I fight my tears. When time doesn’t have me cornered. When I have to keep falling back on Your word, just to know I’m able and worthy. Even though I get so lost trying to keep up with the world. Trying to keep my pride despite worsening results. Trying to keep my worth despite...
Your love is so amazing. It’s changing us. Glad I stayed home today, ‘cause it gave us all an opportunity to be together again. To stop going back to our individual lives and be ignorant. And even though it requires quite a bit of effort to not quarrel, we didn’t. All’s well. Thank God for decent conversations and happy ones at that. I saw smiling faces. I know one day...
“Instead of telling God how big your problems are, tell your problems how big...”
– (via m-joy) (via balloons)
Poet
by Tim Bellows
Give the go-ahead for your heart to strip naked. The trees are covered with flowers, while you vision white petals flying out of you like blowing blizzard down te playground, down a field where weed-flowers are the tiny palms of hands. You
see their faces that say,”We are pictures of the sun for no one but you. Our fathers and mothers are a single motet. Come and sing, be...
The Littlest Things
Somehow they create the deepest impacts. Praise God for school despite the all the nonsense. Like how I have to go unheard most of the day because of forced circumstances. How when I try but they do not, it’s okay. They wouldn’t wait. And wouldn’t care. Maybe that’s when I close my mind, and heart. That’s all I need to know, all I need to experience - that You are all...
Math Equation
delirist:
Here’s a formulated Math Equation that supercedes infinity…
17 + < 3 + 1 = 31707
Just for nic who is going bonkers over math. If you’re able to figure this one out, holler back.
Love ya much(:
I can’t figure this one out! Like with the rest of my other maths questions. Ugh. ): Boo maths.
Love you so much vic. :)
MUSICALLY INCLINED
selflessfaith:
► the laughter, ▌▌ the memories, █▌ the pain, ◄◄ the happiness.
Cute.
Psalm 46:1-3
crookedtooth:
God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging.
Not trying to paint myself colourful for attention But just unspeaking for quite some time I’m there but not there Still waking up every morning to love
Now I feel the pressure
I’d like to laugh at this. With all I’ve got I want to speak of these issues dismissively. I can’t even begin to explain myself. Or find someone to confide in. And when faced with situations as such, I can’t find anything to latch onto besides Him. The people around; empty vases. Too hollow to comfort, too full to listen. They walk about forgetting their blindfolds to take...
delirist:
The song of the season. The cry of my...
Just For Now
I want to be lost in the maze of stars. The night’s air below has been so suppressive I can’t even breathe. Can’t stop hearing. Can’t stop replaying. The scenes in my mind so vivid. Every word and every expression. How they pushed the blame to me everytime, use that tone against me, get me feeling all guilty when I have a whole bag full of emotions to deal with already,...
“…and with upturned face made observations on the stars, whose cold pulses were beating amid the black hollows above, in serene dissociation from these two wisps of human life.”
— Tess of the D’urbervilles, Phase the First IV
Nice. Love the description of the stars against the night sky. When I feel saturated, it’s soothing to discuss stars and that distant...
“Many voices ask for our attention. There is a voice that says, “Prove that you...”
– Henri Nouwen (via whomshallifear)
Ugliness of the Situation
Although I face people who compete, people who judge, people who scrutinize how you spend your time, people who compare, people who put you down to make themselves feel better, I want to love them better. I want to embrace them. I want to make coming to school a joy. Not a place where I keep remembering to get my heart and mind fixed after I leave. It definitely doesn’t help when sometimes...
time after some time
summerprints:
i am feeling better :) spent time in His presence, just loving and being loved :D so now i feel like, i can do all things. haha like i have an assignment due in less than 12 hours, and i am completely calm and at peace with this. yay!
from tomorrow on,
1) NO MORE SNACKING
2) NO MORE SLACKING
i.e. no more fast food, fried stuff, sweet stuff, just eating healthy and eating...
Your Voice
Today’s pleasant. Encouraging text messages in the morning from people who cares. I laughed with Mom in the car on the way to school. Spent school hours meaningfully with 09A101. Ate too much it’s actually good. My new civics tutor is pretty, and is replacing my ex-can’t-even-spell-david-beckham GP tutor (PTL). Played soccer. Planned this month. Superdog with Janice, both my...
“But when you forgive, you love.
And when you love, God’s light shines through...”
– Into the Wild (via rebeccambrose) (via brookebutler) (via heisjealousforme) (via iamsaved)
Apprehension.
insipidrhymes:
A little help, God? Please?
Hey Colin, I believe you’ll do awesome for your Os. God bless. (: And when you get your results, put any school.. EXCEPT MJC.
I have not much To offer You Not near what You deserve But still I come Because Your cross Has placed in me my worth
Still Settling
Today, I lost my temper. Today, I said things I shouldn’t. Today, I shouldn’t have felt this way.
Tomorrow, everything’s new again. Tomorrow, the quarrel’s forgotten. Tomorrow, hurtful words will not be remembered or brought up again.
Everything unbearable will be done so with joy. Insensitivity will be filtered from my heart. Everyday, God will take the lead.
NERD
balloons:
School is starting school is starting school is starting school is starting school is starting.
I must learn to love MJ because God placed me here for the biggest reason of all and I guess that goes without saying. Ohnoes this is the hugest challenge ever. Loving MJ has always been placed as my last priority.
Whenever I think of school I see myself running this race. Idk it feels...
One of my msn friends just wrote whats with this disgusting red lipsticks siaaa on her personal msg.
Isn’t red lipsticks like nice?
Food For Thought
delirist:
summerprints:
delirist:
The first thing I wanna eat after I break fast is
Ramen
After that… I wanna eat
A good burger
Quesadillas @ Chilli’s
Steamboat
Tom Yam Maggi Ayam
Mixed vegetables rice
okay makan day out! let’s go!
Awesome! It’s a date!
WO YE YAO!!!!! Date date date!
Hi, I'm A Meridian Mugger
screwthislife:
helloenigma:
I CAN’T FINISH MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK. It’s impossible to finish that math december package and read through 2 literature books (of which Richard III is one). Now I’m panicking and am tumblr-ing over doing my economics essays. Awesome. Woes of a jc kid. Which brings me again to actively discourage O lvl grads from going to a junior college. I am soooooo dreading school...
Hi, I'm A Meridian Mugger
I CAN’T FINISH MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK. It’s impossible to finish that math december package and read through 2 literature books (of which Richard III is one). Now I’m panicking and am tumblr-ing over doing my economics essays. Awesome. Woes of a jc kid. Which brings me again to actively discourage O lvl grads from going to a junior college. I am soooooo dreading school and I hate...